I suppose I chose my family
In the end I chose my family I suppose I could have had face to face meetings and been in more exciting places than where I am now. All the events that came and went, I was loyal to my…
I never went anywhere
I had many chances Over the course of my life, starting in 1999, I had many opportunities to leave my home town. Since 1999 off and on, I may have rubbed elbows or became known by a few big name…
I don’t trust US Government
I don’t trust the US justice system I have lived all my life in the United States. In recent years I have seen the Republicans trying to change the system to work to their advantage. Now with the felon Trump …
I am one of the little people
I consider myself one of the little people I consider myself a normal, common little person that happens to live in the United States. I have my skills, no one has really recognized my depth and skills. No one has…
I don’t care anymore
I don’t care anymore I put my life on hold for over 5 years in hopes to get my Social Security Disability. My last judge called in sick on the day of my first phone hearing last June. That delayed…
Weak and depressed
I feel dead inside I feel like something inside of me is dead. Physically I feel bad. Malnourished and dying. Mentally I am in apathy. I lost enjoyment in my hobby of photography. I lost interest in many things. I…
I have been pretty depressed
For a few weeks my trend is depression I have been depressed for a few weeks. I think my mental feelings are effecting my physical feelings. I put my life on hold for my Social Security. I waited patiently for…
I sabotage myself
I had many opportunities I did have many events in my past where I could have been successful or made some type of forward stride. I pissed them all away. Mainly through inaction. I did not respond to people reaching…
Happy 2025
At home with the parents My New Years Eve was the same as it always has been. At home with the parents. We had pizza this year. I never really liked going out on NYE. Driving that night is a…
Upcoming NYE
So its going to be New Years It’s almost New Year’s Eve again. I will be doing the same boring thing that I have always done. At home with the parents. This year I think we will get a pizza…