
Upcoming NYE
So its going to be New Years
It’s almost New Year’s Eve again. I will be doing the same boring thing that I have always done. At home with the parents. This year I think we will get a pizza. I lead a boring and isolated life. I would like to be more social with “certain people” or just anyone. I really don’t go out on NYE mainly because there are lots of amateur drunks driving on the roads, also there are lots of cops looking for these drunks on that particular night. Also I don’t have any extra money to go anywhere interesting like downtown Chicago. Finally, I don’t have any face to face friends to go downtown with. So I sit at home with the parents.
Still waiting
I am still waiting on my SSID decision. That whole system is bullshit. If I did not have my family that I live with, I would be out on the streets, homeless before Social Security made a decision. I put my life on hold for this decision and I hope I get it. I will be really devastated if I don’t at least get my Social Security. It is the least that I could get. It would help me out greatly. It’s my money and I worked for it since 1988. Hopefully I will get a favorable decision in January. This judge sucks.
Watching my diet
Watching my diet, I still have to schedule a new appointment with my doctor for three months for a full panel of blood work. I try to get my doctor give me every blood test they can. I am on Medicaid and lab work is free. So I think of getting the full panel each time because I am getting something of value. I have to say that my healthcare in Illinois under Medicaid is actually pretty good. Very attentive doctors, I do have access to any test I need. So why not get my health better since its free. Also maintaining good health is priceless. I also see my mental health professionals every two months. Keeping my mental health maintained goes along with my physical health. I may go back to Ingalls and get group therapy again. Maybe “certain people” will be there? Ill go, but I won’t expect anything. I could not have been that bad that “certain people” don’t want to have anything to do with me? I am really a nice and polite guy if people can stand me when they first meet me. I suppose I only act odd because I am afraid of making solid friendships. But I really want solid friendships.
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