My Thoughts

Having lots of stuff I don’t live under a rock and I am aware of people of wealth that I see on TV. I suppose I am amazed at how one person can amass so much wealth in the same…

I was raised Lutheran My father was and still is religious. When I was a kid, my whole family went on Sunday morning to our St. Paul Lutheran Church in Dolton, Illinois. I never really liked going and found the…

My future As I have been repeating on this website in my blog posts. My past had some pretty strange events happen. These events were not of my doing. Outside people and groups of people were focusing their efforts to…

My medications and my diet So I am a pretty big guy. Last doctor’s visit I weighed in at 318lbs. I am unhealthy fat. I suppose since I got hooked on computers out of college, I let myself go. I…

Fatty and enlarged liver So I got the report back from my ultrasound I took the other day. Fatty and enlarged liver. So I am bummed out about that information. I am fat, 318lbs at recent doctor’s visit. So I…

I will stop whining I had one feedback comment from someone who seemed to want to give me strong and fair feedback on this website. I have whined about certain things on this site. In a previous post I said…

I think I am done I think I am done writing. It’s not helping me really anymore. I suppose the past writing spurts were my frustrations from certain events that were created by other certain people in my life. The…

My one true friend “Your one true friend will find you”. That is a phrase that is etched into my brain. One of the therapists at Ingalls group therapy sessions said this to me face to face. I know I…

One of the little guys I consider myself one of the little guys. Just a common, unknown person  trying to live his life. Trying to move forward and achieve something in life. In the past I could have been one…