I am one of the little people

I consider myself one of the little people

I consider myself a normal, common little person that happens to live in the United States. I have my skills, no one has really recognized my depth and skills. No one has appreciated my ethical codes or realized I am a person of some substance. I am undiscovered. Maybe more loud and outgoing people get to be successful in the United States. I am not sure what the formula for success is in the US. I always heard that if you did something that you loved then success would follow. If anyone took the time to browse this website, they would see what beauty I  can create in the form of my photography and graphic design. No one has came to me and recognized my artwork and creative skills. I tried to promote my body of photography,  but I have not sold one photography print. I have a hard time with face to face networking. I am shy and awkward. So I think that makes me remain unknown and isolated from other creatives.

No friends, no contacts

I have only five friends that I have met in person and chat with on a regular basis. They all have moved away from me but we still talk on the phone etc. I have had events in my past that were constructed by “big people”. For awhile they were messing with me, then later they were trying to reach out to me. Through inaction on my part, because I was concerned, I missed all my chances to meet with “big people”. I am an a adult and I made my choices. Not sure what “big people” could have done for me anyway. It would be nice to have their face to face friendship. I don’t have any real alternative motives. Maybe to hang out with certain people and travel. I would love to travel to document my travels to other lands with my photography. That would be great. It’s hard for me to network and make friends now that I am 52. When I was younger, I was less inhibited.

I wonder if they forgot about me

I am not much of an important person, but they were focusing on me pretty hard for awhile. I had no idea how they were tracking me at one point.  In stores I went to, and even at my group therapy sessions at Ingalls Hospital. These big people had their representatives in sessions  with me! I am not delusional. I still have no idea how these big people arranged to have people in those sessions with me. I think they were in sessions with me two separate times. I was just concerned that I may be in trouble for some reason. Anyway, I am sure that a group of big people know about me, never met me in person however. I invite whoever out of the group knows about events that were focused on me in the past, I invite them to meet me for a face to face conversation. I promise to be myself and hopefully provide a good conservation. Past events focused on me, were never initiated by me, but by these big people. Ill make myself available at my local library. This way I am not surprised and I know someone is trying to reach out to me.