I have been pretty depressed
For a few weeks my trend is depression I have been depressed for a few weeks. I think my mental feelings are effecting my physical feelings. I put my life on hold for my Social Security. I waited patiently for…
I sabotage myself
I had many opportunities I did have many events in my past where I could have been successful or made some type of forward stride. I pissed them all away. Mainly through inaction. I did not respond to people reaching…
Happy 2025
At home with the parents My New Years Eve was the same as it always has been. At home with the parents. We had pizza this year. I never really liked going out on NYE. Driving that night is a…
Upcoming NYE
So its going to be New Years It’s almost New Year’s Eve again. I will be doing the same boring thing that I have always done. At home with the parents. This year I think we will get a pizza…
What am I to think?
Me and this group So Christmas is past. Thank God. Now we only have to concentrate on New Years Eve. Then after that the next event is Easter. We in Chicago only have maybe two months bitter cold weather. Then…
Pre Christmas recap
Looking back It’s a day before Christmas Eve. My parents have the menu planned for our holiday. We are having ham. Pretty simple for my dad to cook. I just picked up a cake from our local bakery at 6am…
The next four years
I believe the next four years will be a shit show First off I can’t believe most of the citizens in the US voted that orange traitor back in to office. I can’t even mention that person’s name anymore. He…
Things I want
What would satisfy me Things that I want in my life have changed over time. When I was a young child, I just wanted my mother and father to remain well and to take care of me. I wanted friends…
My diabetes
Recent bloodwork The doctor went over my bloodwork over the phone with me the other day. I first was alerted that I was diabetic in August 2021. Back then my A1C was 7. 7 is what some people call the…
Things people do for fame
What some people will do Fame. What some people will do to achieve fame. Lately I have been seeing not good people with good intensions gaining fame, but bad people that do or did bad things attain fame and a…