I have tried almost everything I tried almost everything marketing my photography. I am probably a highly skilled, low success of a photographer and graphic designer. I feel that photography is a dead art. The reason why I say this…
There are certain people Still harping on my past. It’s a weakness of mine. I know I can’t go back and change anything in the past. I should not be making myself upset over things. There is in fact certain…
Seeing a scary trend This trend I see every night I watch the news. You learn something new and even more disturbing each day. I don’t understand how people can all of a sudden snap and do bad things to…
Ever since the COVID Even though the COVID pandemic is pretty much history, I have not taken a single photo for four years. These days after all the strange events in my past, I have been staying in the house…
I was in on something During the course of my life, I was involved in something with people that I don’t know who they were. I am thinking “big people”. Influential people. I was not trying to be difficult, I…
It’s my birthday today I was able to sleep in today. I greeted my parents. Shook my dad’s hand. Hugged my mother. My mom sang Happy Birthday to me. No cake, no candles. It was ok. I got a very…
Being repetitive I am in a bad mood. I seem to be beating myself up for things others have started with me. It’s not fair. It’s like having an itch I cannot scratch. I do dwell in the past. It’s…
Not feeling good today I am kinda depressed at how everything turned out. The people that were in my life in my past really have changed my life’s course. I doubt they will ever know how much they effected me…
I ruined lots of things in my life I keep reflecting on the past and all the opportunities I pissed away. I was not thinking straight and I did at the time feel vulnerable. I don’t know who these people…
I probably missed opportunities It’s morning and its thunder storming. I am looking forward to the Spring. Warmer temps more sun. Ill try to get to the park near my house and walk. I need to exercise because of my…