I have been pretty depressed

For a few weeks  my trend is depression

I have been depressed for a few weeks. I think my mental feelings are effecting my physical feelings. I put my life on hold for my Social Security. I waited patiently for over 4 years. Almost 5 years. Now it’s down to one judge. She delayed me already 7 months. I am not doing too well right now. I am on my last threads. I most likely won’t do anything bad to myself, but I really feel bad. I can barely get up and shower in the morning.

My past events

Events of my past still are in the back of my head. People from outside of my family came into my world. I have no closure from those episodes. The people at my group therapy sessions at Ingalls. I really wish I knew who they were and why they were there. Maybe they will reach out to me again? I am not to bad to get along with. I will still make myself available at my local library once each month. Ill be at my local library mornings for three hours.   I really wish they would reach out again. I am making myself sick over missing them at Jewel.