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I feel numb I am 51, things on my body are starting not to work as they once have. My libido is down, no big deal, I have no one close to have sex with. I have diabetes. I think…

Just writing about this with fresh eyes If anyone has been reading my posts on this site, they would think I am a bit crazy. Paranoid maybe? I have had strange things happen in my past. I did somehow cross…

I’ve  been beating myself up mentally.  I have had a strange past. For decades I may have been connected to a group of people. It’s hard for me to explain. I feel these people are influential people. I do not…

Secret people Looking back in my life. There was a group of people in my life. They were following me into stores, and they also some how got into my group therapy sessions at a Chicago , South Suburban Hospital…

Friendships As I get older, it seems its harder for me to make friends with people. I suppose I don’t get away from my house too often and don’t hang out at places as much as I did when I…

No records I grew up normally with a loving family. I always abide by the rules of society etc. I am an ok guy I think. I have done things in the past that have been pretty crazy. I have…

Nothing works out for me I am simply just tired of failing. Nothing I do bears fruit. I have tried so hard to market my photography. I want to do something with my photography, but have had no success.  It’s…

My chances are over I probably had my fair share of chances. I should have engaged the lady at the deli counter, then I would not be in the dark about things that happened to me. My visitors at my…

Ill be in touch I was at one point “popular” or had the attention of a group of people. This may have started in 1999 with periods of attention on and off for decades. It started with my trips to…

I am torn I have been torn between two things in my life. In the past certain people came into my life. I don’t know who exactly, but they are “big people”. They made an effort for me to go…