Keeping life simple
Simply is probably best For a while I wanted maybe a more complicated life. Well, I wanted a more exciting life. I kinda still do want some type of new, big and exciting event or thing in my life. I…
Society is depressing
Current society is depressing As I watch the news on TV I just see current society being depressing. TV shows bad people doing bad things. Murders, extortions, rapes, stealing and scams. I already am depressed for my own reasons, but…
Life disappointments
Social Security Disability I put my life on hold for over 6 years waiting on this. It’s been denied a few times now it sits with the appeals committee. I have a new claim being made as a “back up”…
Health related disappointment
Going backwards I go to the doctor every three months for blood work. I want to keep tabs on my A1C number. Last blood work my A1C was 6.3 This blood work it was back up to 7.5. I am…
General observations
General negative stuff I have lots of negative stuff personally, I see lots of negative stuff on TV. It’s hard to escape negativity in these days. My personal negative stuff is that I have waited for my Social Security Disability…
Back in therapy
I finally pulled the trigger I finally called Ingalls IOP group therapy. I am back in group therapy at Ingalls Hospital. I also am seeing an individual therapist. I am trying to pick up coping techniques and tell my story…
It’s not normal
The people that get on TV Again, this ties into what I was posting the other day. People that want to get on TV are not normal. I suppose if I could go back to my twenties maybe, maybe I…
Payback
The fragility of life I have two very loving and good parents. Their love and caring has gotten me to where I am today. At 53 years old, they are still here for me. I am here for them. I…
The people on TV are not normal
These people are not normal I keep up with major events. Recent movies, sports stars, criminals, bad politicians etc… etc… Celebrities. These people are not normal and are not living in normal lives. All except the criminals are very lucky…
Going back to group therapy
I need to be with different people I have been to Ingalls Hospital’s Outpatient group therapy a few times before. A few times I was in the sessions with certain people that seemed helpful. Currently I feel a bit isolated…