Another chance?

I think I wore out my welcome

I know people were in my life for quite some time. They were following me at stores among the groups of people already there. I know they were at my local grocery store’s deli counter. I did miss a big chance there. That one lady who was talking to me. I should have engaged her more. I was rude and turned my back on her on accident. I only turned by back because I was nervous and did not have anything else to say. “My true friend will find me”. I know they were trying to find me at the deli counter. I was simply confused and maybe down the road I could get one more chance?  I am typing this on my website to see if they are reading this site and would allow this for me.

Thanksgiving

My family and I had a good Thanksgiving. I was happy to be here for them. My dad cooked a great turkey meal. His gravy is the best. We all had a toast in the beginning of the meal. We are all so very lucky to have each other all these years.  I am very glad to be with my parents, however my mind seeks something else. I seek contact from outside my family. Contact from strangers. Strangers that are kind, and welcoming. I think I had the ear of these strangers for a few years? I know I had the attention of some type of group. Hopefully they would not discard all those years and the efforts of themselves to get in contact with me.

I had their ear

I know I some how had their ear. If I still have their ear, I would simply request their friendship. First and foremost. Their friendship would bring me closure to all the strangeness that I have encountered in my past. Secondly I would ask of them if they knew any opportunities for a Graphic Designer, Photographer. I have a motive to gaining these bigger people’s ear. I want to be successful in the area of Photography. I want to be a successful photographer. Travel to vast places. Have the latest in camera gear. That is the only thing I ask of my “big” friends. All in this to create things. I ask my “big” friends to help me in my art of creating and creation. What you see on this website. My artwork. As always with anything I am aware iron clad discretion would be part of the equation.