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I am getting old I am 50 years old. I am balding and overweight. I became diabetic August 2021. I was at the art gallery yesterday and was repulsed at my reflection in the glass door. I have to start…

I am a little on guard Again, I am not complaining but I have had strange events go on with me at stores in my area. I used to goto various, local taverns. Things happened at those places too. These…

I tend to beat up on myself the most I tend to beat up on myself mentally the most. There were times that other people were beating on me mentally. Kinda like ganging up on me and playing psychological games…

I messed up I messed up at the deli counter. I was not being rude to the lady talking to me, but I was just nervous and turned my back on her. So I did want to engage her  but…

After Christmas So its just after Christmas. It’s cold. The Chicagoland area did receive snow right on time this year. We had a nationwide blizzard that made it a white Christmas for Chicagoland. It did not effect me since I…

Being practical I know that some people were reaching out to me. They did make an effort. I failed to respond. That was my fault. Maybe I am not good at the “bumping into people” kind of things? I am…

I am a failure I am a 50 year old failure. Seriously, I am a loser. About all I know how to do is take photos and build good websites. I built this very website that you are reading. Technically…

Just waiting I know for sure they were catching up to me in my local grocery store. That lady that started talking to me at the deli counter, she was there for a reason. I got nervous because she was…

Some people Some people in this modern society have  lots of power. When I say modern society I mean mainly in the United States. They can do anything they want. It must be amazing to have this sort of power…

I think I wore out my welcome I know people were in my life for quite some time. They were following me at stores among the groups of people already there. I know they were at my local grocery store’s…