I doubt anyone really reads this
I doubt anyone really reads this site I have had this site and another site up for over 17 years. Never one response or comment. Never any emails through my contact page form. For some reason maybe some people were…
I think they forgot about me
Out of sight, out of mind It was strange. I do have a few mental illnesses. No mind is perfect. But I have to say that most of the time I am fairly logical. I also try to think 20…
Splash photography
Small set splash photography Below are a few of my small set splash photos. I used a laser camera trigger to activate the camera shutter and external flashes for each of these photos. I started creating these photos using a…
Giving up on social media
Banned from Twitter I got banned from Twitter again. I was only posting memes that showed pro Democratic votes. I said when I created this last account, I would only post my photography. However it took a long time to…
I’m just wasting time
It seems nothing good will happen to me I am now 50 years old. I have had a few adventures in my life. However I think the best is past me. Many missed opportunities. I wrestle with “what ifs”. I…
I am not sure
Not sure So I have been wasting over 3 years on trying to get my Social Security Disability. It got denied again. My lawyer will be calling me on Monday. I think that they tried everything they could. So I…
General weirdness
I doubt anyone reads my blog First off, I doubt anyone reads my blog. This is why I am going to write about this wierdness that has happened to me in the past. I am diagnosed with Bi-Polar 1 (Psychosis)…
Current Events
Summer 2022 So I feel the US is a mess. The political system is screwed up by people getting into the various political seats with the intent of not being a public servant. The people becoming candidates in these powerful…
Reputation
What is my reputation? In my posts on this website, I keep saying “I got involved in something” Its not criminal or anything. I think I may be “known” by certain people. Also maybe I am soon forgotten. I am…
It would not have worked out
I missed my chance I think I missed my chance again. It would have been nice to see and meet a few certain people. My instinct was wrong again. At least I hope I don’t have any enemies (I hope)…