Loyal to my family
Blood is thicker than water I remain with the parents because they need me right now. My family has gotten older. Both my parents are in the 80s. My father had chemo therapy for a secondary cancer of the prostate…
They did come into my life
In all fairness In all fairness to me and everyone involved, they did come into my life. I have noticed them in my local grocery store at the deli from time to time. I feel they were in my life…
Making contact
Making contact I still have strange idea that they will make contact with me. Not sure if they lost their interest in me. I have a feeling that if they do make contact with me, it would be at the…
Posting with a clear head
Moments of clarity For months I have been babbling about certain things that were effecting my life. I don’t want to get too obsessed on past events. I have already spent a lot of time on re looking on my…
I wonder who was doing it?
I wonder who they were I slept piecemeal last night. I started the night not sleeping and only laying in bed. Finally at 12 midnight, I got up took a sleeping pill. Still no real sleep last night. Maybe brief…
Looking for ghosts
I am going places, looking for ghosts Off and on I have had encounters with various people in my area. I live around Northwest Indiana. It was spooky. But people were actually following me from store to store. I know…
Thank you
Thank you I know that one lady at the deli counter was there talking to me. I should have engaged her better. I know why kinda she was there. Thanks for popping into look for me. I know I had…
October Depression
I am very depressed I had bad sleep last night, I must not have gotten a full 8 hours of sleep. As I have gotten older, sleep determines if I am more stable or not the next day. If I…
What’s going on currently?
Heading into Winter Chicagoland is heading into Winter. I hate it. I just hate Winter. Driving in snow is a pain. Lots of people don’t know how to drive in snow or ice. Also I hate the salt being spread…
Autumn Completion
Reflection comes in the autumn I live in Chicagoland so the midwest. We have four distinct seasons. My least favorite is Winter. My most favorite is Spring then Summer and finally Fall. The seasons are cyclical like the Earth’s orbit…