My Thoughts

Getting out of the house Since I have not that much cash, I am looking for free places that I can go. Ill go to my local Lansing, library to hang out. I still am hoping that what the lady…

I sometimes wish I was someone else Ever since a few past events, I do wish I was someone else. It’s kinda silly what I think. I look at all the rich and famous people in the world. More specifically…

I feel bad about things and its not fair I have a habit every since being at Ingalls the second to last time I keep beating myself up over the whole thing. This sucks. I am making myself sick over…

I consider myself at halftime I am 52 years old. If I should live to 100 years old, I am half way there. I know I passed up lots of good opportunities, hanging out with good people and learning a…

I would like to be known Since I was 18 years old I loved photography.  I love creating new images with the camera and my computer (Adobe Photoshop). I consider myself an artist. There are many famous artists. Movie, music,…

I suppose I had been a frustrating guy What can I say, I knew a group of people were all over me at one point. I knew they were at Ingalls and at shops I was in around my town…

I suppose I am a bit jealous They say the grass is always greener on the other side. I suppose I have a bit of jealously in my  mental makeup. I am jealous of certain people that are more successful…

My problem right now These people some how had access or knew where I would be and when. I am not crazy, it’s true. The biggest mystery to me is how they got access to my group therapy sessions at…

I feel excluded This feeling I am feeling sucks. I feel excluded. I would never wish that feeling on anyone. When I was a young man, I was more easy going, less inhibited and was better looking. I was automatically…

I missed out on lots of things I can’t seem to find a connection with my photography. No one cares about my skills and my art. It’s hard to get into galleries, I have tried. I am currently in one…