I should hang out more in public

My problem right now

These people some how had access or knew where I would be and when. I am not crazy, it’s true. The biggest mystery to me is how they got access to my group therapy sessions at Ingalls in Harvey. I knew they were there but not sure why. I suppose to meet up with me? The one therapist did say to my face “Your one true friend will find you”. I knew the lady at Munster, Indiana Jewel’s deli counter was part of the people that were at Ingalls. I suspect big people had influence in all of what went on there. If I go back into that group therapy, would they know or care or  be there again? Not sure. I was thinking about  going back to therapy  because I really want to know who is “my one true friend”. I was not the one to open this clam. They got in my sessions at Ingalls some how. So now I have to wonder and have this cloud of mystery over my head. I write about this on my website because I am hoping that one of the group or many of the group will know about this site of mine and read my blog posts.

I am not mad, I just got this cloud over my head

I am totally not mad at these people, just a little confused and it seems I have this strange mystery hanging over my head and something that has been a part of my life for awhile now. I suppose that nice girl at my therapy that gave me her card would know. Dunno. I am just confused as how this group got the therapists at  Ingalls to go along with what they wanted. I was really going there for therapy. I think I made one of the big people mad at me at Ingalls. Very sensitive people I guess.

I’m not delusional, things actually happened

The average person that was not involved may be reading my site thinking Chris is nuts. Not really, I had lots of time to think about certain things. It just my private mystery. I really have no other person to talk about this so I tend to write it on this website. I am sure no one really reads my words here. No one pays much attention to what I write just like my photography. No one cares about my photography either. I think these people that were with me at Ingalls pretty much don’t care anymore about me. I think they may have done things to me that they could get in trouble for, but I never was going to say or do anything to them. I am frustrated that I am unemployed and I have no funds to travel. I tended to blab a bit online on Twitter about myself. I was not trying to do anything intension to anyone specific.

I suppose I could hang out

I suppose I could hang out at the Lansing library again. I doubt anyone will show up to connect with me. If someone who knows what I am talking about were to be reading this post, they could wear something purple so that I won’t screw up the encounter. I also am a guild member at Union Street Gallery in Chicago Heights. I sometimes show some of my photography at shows there. I still go to that Jewel and every time I am at the deli I think of that lady.