My real friend
My real friend I think I heard somewhere that “My real friend will find me”. I am happy that I may have friends out there. It would be nice to have more friends. If you are a friend of mine,…
Failure
I am a bit of a failure I do consider myself a failure. Even though I have pretty good skills, I am a failure in life. Maybe if I made other decisions in life, things could have been different for…
Annoyance
I guess I was an annoyance I do tend to be an annoying person. I don’t mean it. Sometimes it happens by accident. I am a little brother after all. I met some nice people a few months ago. I…
Hanging in there
Hanging in there I am hanging in there. Mentally and physically. Or I should say health wise. I am still off the Metformin so I am wondering what my A1C is like. I hope that it went down and not…
Seeing my doctor more
My diabetes So in August 2021 I found out I was diabetic type 2. I weighted 336lbs August 4th. My A1C (which determines if you are diabetic) was 7. Anything over 6.3 as I understand means diabetic. So my A1C…
All about Chris Trott, my work
Started in Riverdale in 1990 I started photography in 1990 with my mom’s 1990 35mm Minolta film camera. I took Photography 101 at a community college where the focus was learning black and white and understanding contrast. Color is more…
The friends I met
The friends I met I met a few nice people a month or so ago. It was a shame I could not hang out with them. I really would have liked to. I got confused as usual. It was an…
Getting a little worse
My diabetes is getting worse So, I did start exercising again. I am on the treadmill for 30 minutes each session. I noticed my blood sugar was not going down to 90 or 100 anymore. Yesterday my blood sugar was…
Panic Attack
Panic attack I had a panic attack yesterday. It was awful. I tend to have panic attacks in social settings. Its awful and embarrassing. Other public areas I get panic attacks are in stores. I hate crowded stores. Too much…
Continuing forward
My Health So the most important thing for me right now is my health. I was diagnosed as diabetes type 2 around August 4th 2021. I got scared and started exercising. Currently on 5/7/2022 my A1C is 6. From last…