My Thoughts

Happy with myself For decades maybe I was not happy with myself and my life. I am not sure why. I had some strange events happen. Dunno. Ancient history. I am starting to work on myself now. I am on…

My father I currently live at home with the parents. Its really hard at times. My father is a good man, but he is getting older. He really causes lots of extreme verbal abuse towards me. I already have a…

This Charming man Like the Smith Song by the vary name. Many decades ago, I used to be one hell of a charming man. I loved to charm the ladies. The way I liked to charm was to find something…

MIssed it I probably had a really nice opportunity a few weeks ago, but I reacted incorrectly. Or I did not take that opportunity.  It was an incredibly nice gesture by one or more people. I was simply scared and…

Parents So my parents are both in their 80s.  I worry about them. I worry about losing them too. I worry about my life when I no longer have them. I am going to need guidance. A mentor if you…

Settling down Ive been feeling ok lately. I think things are settling down for me. I probably have missed some really good opportunities. I kinda mentally kick myself that I missed them. Maybe one day, a solid opportunity will again…

Free Entertainment So, looking forward. I am limiting my posting online. Only for my photography and graphic design. I still feel the need to create and publish and share my photography and graphic design. Since I am stuck at my…

I took down my website Chicago Snaphot because I was increasingly posting darker and darker things on it. So now I have this website left. I think in the future I don’t want to be associated with Chicago or Chicagoland…

I recently was in a therapy session at my hospital. It was an ok session. Lasted a few weeks. I met some nice people. I want to say as a friend, I will never turn on my friends. I am…