I’m just wasting time
It seems nothing good will happen to me I am now 50 years old. I have had a few adventures in my life. However I think the best is past me. Many missed opportunities. I wrestle with “what ifs”. I…
I am not sure
Not sure So I have been wasting over 3 years on trying to get my Social Security Disability. It got denied again. My lawyer will be calling me on Monday. I think that they tried everything they could. So I…
General weirdness
I doubt anyone reads my blog First off, I doubt anyone reads my blog. This is why I am going to write about this wierdness that has happened to me in the past. I am diagnosed with Bi-Polar 1 (Psychosis)…
Current Events
Summer 2022 So I feel the US is a mess. The political system is screwed up by people getting into the various political seats with the intent of not being a public servant. The people becoming candidates in these powerful…
Reputation
What is my reputation? In my posts on this website, I keep saying “I got involved in something” Its not criminal or anything. I think I may be “known” by certain people. Also maybe I am soon forgotten. I am…
It would not have worked out
I missed my chance I think I missed my chance again. It would have been nice to see and meet a few certain people. My instinct was wrong again. At least I hope I don’t have any enemies (I hope)…
Mysterious events
Mysterious events in my life My name is Chris Trott. Christopher Gerhard Trott. I am a ordinary or maybe sub-ordinary white, German-American guy from the South Suburbs of Chicago. I have had a few strange situations in my life. I…
Who is Chris Trott?
Who is Chris Trott? I am Christopher Gerhard Trott from the South Suburbs of Chicago. I grew up in a Democratic, blue collar German/American household. I know two languages both half assed. English and German. I should practice my German…
My political beliefs
What do I believe in? I was raised in a Democratic household. My parents and sister were born in Germany, I was first born in the US. Long ago, my parents explained it like this. “Democrats are for the little…
June status
I am in discomfort and pain This may be TMI but I have hemorrhoids bad. I have had pain while going to the bathroom for over 4 months. I can’t see a doctor fast enough. I have an appointment for…