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Learning to be myself
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February 20, 2024

Learning to be myself

Learning to  be myself Because of events in my past, I suppose I do kind of alter how I act around people I meet. I am not sure why I do this, I have been in some very strange events…

Obsessing on past events
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February 19, 2024

Obsessing on past events

I have been obsessing Again, I am not  being delusional certain things did happen in my past. Certain people were involved. I am not upset about things, just these people are a mystery to me. I assume I was in…

Waiting for Spring
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February 17, 2024

Waiting for Spring

I want it to be Spring It had not been too bitter cold of a winter. Hardly any snow. I am pleased. I think its about 35 more days till March 20th, Spring. Nothing is happening with my photography. I…

The woman at the deli counter
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February 14, 2024

The woman at the deli counter

The woman in Jewel So I am not delusional or crazy, just let that be clear. I have mood issues, but I am not delusional. Anyway, the people that intersected my life were in fact in my group therapy sessions…

It all costs
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February 12, 2024

It all costs

It all costs too much I would not mind going to Vegas and to the Super Bowl. However I could not afford the $9,000 for a seat. I can’t believe one seat was that much money! All the cool events…

In the loop
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February 11, 2024

In the loop

Kept in the loop I live a quiet life. Currently I live with the parents. They are elderly and I help them out. I wish I could be in other places. Out West, in the American Southwest or California. However,…

Friday Mornings
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February 9, 2024

Friday Mornings

Heading to the local library In an hour or so, I will be heading to my local library. Ill spend maybe 3 hours in the morning there. I doubt any of these people that were in my life before will…

How many?
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February 7, 2024

How many?

I am wondering how many Lately I have had trouble sleeping. The psych meds I take, help me with that. I was taking sleeping pills on top of my psych meds to help me sleep. Bad mistake. I was reflecting…

Questions
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February 6, 2024

Questions

From my past, I have questions I have always  been a bit abnormal. Going back to grade school. I was teased by my peers for being a little odd. The questions I have come from the years after college. I…

Learning not to upset myself
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February 5, 2024

Learning not to upset myself

I am learning I often beat myself up the most in life. Mentally, I beat up myself and it often effects my physically. Off and on in my life, I have had strangers intersect my life. There were times when…

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