I probably missed my chance
I suppose I missed my chance A group of people were in my life it seems. I don’t know the full details on this. I suppose when I did not turn back to talk to the lady at the Jewel’s…
Friday at the library
Uneventful week so far Its been another uneventful week at the Trott household. My dad is doing ok, so is my mom. Both are in their 80s. I worry about both of them. All three of use get along ok…
Second guessing
If I could go back I have had strange, frightening, and interesting things happen to me in my life. In the past, I was scared, mad, upset and felt vulnerable. I suppose I may have attracted lots of attention from…
Human experiments
Experiments on me So I became diabetic in 2021. I was first diagnosed. My A1C was 7.0. I freaked out. I began thinking all the really bad things that diabetes does to a body. Loss of sexual function, loss of…
Probably in vain
Probably in vain So I spent about two hours Friday morning at my local library. The Lansing library. From 9am to about 11am. I forgot my cellphone, but it was a welcome disconnection from my device. I spent my time…
Longshot
It may be in vain Thursday mornings is shopping day for my parents. Thankfully they are still mobile at their ages. Ill probably make a beef stew later today. Tomorrow, Ill pop in at the local library. Ill probably be…
Learning to be myself
Learning to be myself Because of events in my past, I suppose I do kind of alter how I act around people I meet. I am not sure why I do this, I have been in some very strange events…
Obsessing on past events
I have been obsessing Again, I am not being delusional certain things did happen in my past. Certain people were involved. I am not upset about things, just these people are a mystery to me. I assume I was in…
Waiting for Spring
I want it to be Spring It had not been too bitter cold of a winter. Hardly any snow. I am pleased. I think its about 35 more days till March 20th, Spring. Nothing is happening with my photography. I…
The woman at the deli counter
The woman in Jewel So I am not delusional or crazy, just let that be clear. I have mood issues, but I am not delusional. Anyway, the people that intersected my life were in fact in my group therapy sessions…