What would jealously make me do?

I can be jealous

I suppose I can be a jealous person. I consider myself an artist. A visual artist. Photography, graphic design electronic and print. I get upset when I see a fellow “artist” or successful mass marketer make millions of dollars on  something that took very little to create. Or I see that the content they created is pure garbage. I get upset, because I feel that my content (photography) is very well crafted and thoughtfully produced. I am an unknown with no success.  I put lots of work into my body of photography. I have been unsuccessful for decades. So I get jealous at artists that produce garbage content and collect a fortune from that junk. There are big name artists that I do admire and think they put a lot of work into their content.

What would jealously make me do?

Nothing. I see that jealously would make some people do illegal or immoral things. I think that I am pretty mature and I also have the ethics that my mother and father instilled into me all my life. I am not a person to do shifty things or steal or lie or cause harm to people in order to gain anything. I just get upset at some people I see on TV that are making millions or even billions and they don’t deserve one penny that they get. Some music artists, some people in film and people in government. The people I get upset at in government is Trump, his whole rotten family, and the GOP. Very bad and greedy people. Who made these people the way that they are? What could have happened to these people in childhood? Trump and the GOP are not normal people. Anyway, without turning this post into something political, I think I am a fairly honest US citizen.

What I dream of

I do dream about certain things that I  see people that are mentioned on TV can do. I would love to take a flight to Europe on a private jet. I know private jet travel is expensive, but I feel that would be cool to travel to other countries privately. Some lucky people can do this regularly and have been doing this for decades. I wonder if some of them take it for granted? I would never take flight in a private jet for granted. The ability to travel to far off places is another thing I get jealous about. For over 6 years, I have been stuck at may parents. Well maybe “stuck” is not the nice or correct word. More like my parents have allowed me to live with them, rent free. I help my parents and they help me. They have protected me their whole lives. I suppose I am a little sheltered. One day I’d like to travel again and meet new people.