No one cares

Banned again from Twitter

I got banned from Twitter for the 5th time today. I really don’t think  I say anything super bad. I just dislike the GOP and Trump and his family. Anyway, I was on Twitter to try and promote my photography. However even though my photography is good and my photo editing skills are good, no one cares.

I was trying to promote my photography

I was thinking if I could post my photos on Twitter, that would open me up to creating an interest in my skills. No one cared. Normally once I get banned, Twitter looks at your phone number. If you use the same phone number for a new account, they automatically ban you again with the new account. I did order a new prepaid sim card but I think I will not open a new Twitter account. I am done with social media.

I am pretty depressed currently

I am pretty depressed that I have many skills and talents, but I can’t seem to generate interest or money doing what I love to do. About 2.5 years ago, I hired a disability law firm to help me try and get my Social Security disability claim . Many years ago I was diagnosed with Bi-Polar 1. I also have been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. With this COVID 19 pandemic still going around, I don’t feel like entering the work force. I don’t want to put myself at risk for catching the virus. So I am still waiting on a second judge hearing. I was rejected one time via a very mean Social Security judge.

Social Security and lawyers

My lawyer said I have to wait 16 months for a second judge to listen to my case. If I goto work now, I would spoil all the law firms work on my claim. Ill simply wait to see if I can get my Social Security. It sucks because I live at home with the parents, and I have no money to do anything or go anywhere. I could be worse, I could have to pay rent. Living with my parents, I don’t have to pay rent. In turn, I help my parents out with daily tasks.

I wish I could do something

I really wish I could do something with my photography and photo editing skills. Something that could get me in a gallery or make money somehow. People always say if you do something you love, it’s not work.

My dreams for the future

I met this one lady on Twitter. She is nice, she lives in Utah. Eventually I want to be with her in Utah. If I were to get my Social Security money, then maybe I could go out to be with her. Maybe rent a small store space and open a gallery in Utah. I think that would be cool. I could then have my photos professionally printed on metal, canvas and archival paper and have the pieces available for sale in the shop. That is my dream. Maybe in the photography shop, I could rent out wall space to other artists and charge them monthly for hanging their artwork in my shop. That money could go towards renting of the store space. We shall see.