My Therapy

Therapy session

I said this before. It still is puzzling me. I went to a group therapy session through my psych professional. It was a the hospital’s main campus. We had group sessions, however something was really odd with these sessions. I have this sixth sense when it comes to things. Anyway, I felt I missed out on an opportunity. Honestly it was confusing for me and I just am wondering how these people knew I was taking therapy there in the first place? I thought there were HIPPA guidelines with medical and psych information. I am not complaining about the whole thing, but it just makes me wonder how people could get into my personal information.

I probably missed out

I am a big boy, so I know and I won’t beat around the bush about anything. I will simply flat out and say it. I missed out on something. I really did want to be a part of something bigger than me. I did really want to meet with certain people. I was not jerking anyone around. I will probably be in my hometown area, going to the grocery store or the deli counter. Maybe as one therapist said to me  “Your true friend will find you”.  We will see if I have any “big” friends that will “find” me. lol . I am not hard to find or track down. I did want to be a part of the “big people” crowd. Simply to be a fly on the wall of the big people. Be a friend, someone they could call. To hang out with. I am 50 years old. My name may or may not be known? My name may be remembered or forgotten? Who knows. Maybe my “big friends” and I will cross paths in the future? I am 50 so I have a few more years left.  I still understand that discretion should be a part of our relationship. Maybe someone can get me out of this boring town I  live in. lol