My real friend

My real friend

I think I heard somewhere that “My real friend will find me”. I am happy that I may have friends out there. It would be nice to have more friends. If you are a friend of mine, and are reading this website, I am very approachable. In the past I was a little put off by certain things. That is ancient history. I was taking things out mainly on myself. I don’t want to go though life alone. So I would prefer to have friends. Solid friends that I can count on. The flip side is, I consider myself a solid friend. People can count on me too.

My family

Currently I am still with my family. We are a close family. I love them very much and they love me. I don’t really like the area I live in. I think I would like to be out West. Maybe on the West coast. Somewhere that is mostly sunny and warm. Maybe my friend could help me get there. We shall see. Honestly I don’t know if anyone really reads this website. Am I just typing out in to space and no one sees or reads my words?

A few months ago

I met some people a few months ago. Nice people. I hope that I did nothing rude. I was just a little confused. I was not sure what everything entailed. I had no idea if I was in trouble or something. I think one of my friends is “done with me” I hope not. I was simply confused. Someone gave me a nice card, I still have that on my desk. Nice person. I was slightly freaking out when I met her. Moderately freaking out in general. These days I am a tad sensitive, I did not mean anything by anything.

You can’t force a friendship

One thing I know is you can’t force a friendship. I can’t make any first steps on this. However if my real friend wants to make the first step, I am still right here in the Chicagoland area. Sigh. I really dislike this place. I would love to some how get away from this area. Maybe one day.