I may have accidently frustrated some people

I suppose I had been a frustrating guy

What can I say, I knew a group of people were all over me at one point. I knew they were at Ingalls and at shops I was in around my town. Taverns. What I was saying on Twitter and other areas, even this website, I think certain people misunderstood. Anyway, I think now that its over, I did have some things done to me and certain people may have had a guilty conscience. I am not sure exactly what the others were thinking or doing.

I am a frustrating guy, I am a little brother

Of all the close friendships I have right now, they all started by me pissing or annoying the fuck out of other people. I am serious. I tend to annoy or put people off upon first meeting them. I think I do this as protection for my own mental self. I do want to meet new people, but maybe I am afraid of not being accepted? When I was in my twenties, meeting new people and hanging out with them was easy. Now at 52, I am an old fucking man. Balding, overweight, and grey hair. It’s harder for me to become friends with people and hang around with them.

Maybe one day

Maybe one day the people that were reaching out to me, may cross my path again? I don’t really know what people were connected to me at one point. I suppose the people that I frustrated. I know they sure frustrated me as well. I am sure they did some serious things to me.