I am getting close

My patience is wearing thin

Still waiting on my SSID claim to be approved. I hope that I get it, I think I deserve it for all the struggles I have had over the years. It’s the least thing that I could get I think. So I wait. In the mean time I am trying to watch my diet and lose weight. I just had blood work results come back and they are slightly better than blood work taken three months ago. My A1C is down .3. I still need to get my A1C down under 7. I will try to start exercising.

Just a simple life

I live a simple life. I have one jacket, two pairs of jeans and 20 t shirts. Simple. I am happy when I have over $200 in my bank account and my bank account is not over drawn. I don’t have any real debts in my life. Just a credit card bill of $5,000. I guess compared to most people I have it ok. I simply want my health, eyesight and mobility to remain good so that I can travel and see new places and things should I ever get any funds to travel to Europe or road trip again. It would be nice to hook up with a group of people that like to travel so that I don’t have to travel alone. I tell my mom and dad I love them almost daily. I love my sister. I just live a simple life in South Suburban Chicago. I am a simple man.

Awkward situations

I assume that the awkward situations are over now from my past. Whatever others were doing. I still don’t have any explanation or answers to the mysterious events in my past. I don’t know any faces or names. Just really strange events that have made an impact and changed me a bit. It really would be nice to get a face to face meeting with some of the people that were with me at Ingalls. Or my “one true friend” that was trying to connect with me at Jewel. But maybe I accidently snubbed that person. I really did want to meet that person. Now it’s too late and I am sure they moved on. I missed my chance.