Health related disappointment

Going backwards

I go to the doctor every three months for blood work. I want to keep tabs on my A1C number. Last blood work my A1C was 6.3 This blood work it was back up to 7.5. I am disappointed. I have been on 2000 mg of Metformin and 4.5mg of Trulicity. I can’t understand why my A1C jumped back up to 7.5. I talk to my doctor in two days. I know that I don’t always pay attention to my diet. I really don’t know what changes happened in my diet to cause the jump in my A1C number. I am wondering if my doctor will put me on a different medication. Diabetes sucks. I am so unhappy that I have this disease. Hopefully there will be better break throughs for the disease in the future.

My current hobby

Since I have nothing going on in my life, going to the doctor and seeing my therapist is my new hobby. I am trying to retain my good health. I also am working on my mental health. It’s the only thing I have going on in my life. I also try and help my parents. So my health and helping my parents are both taking all of my time. Thankfully my dad does not push me to find a job. I don’t think I could handle a job anymore. I have been out of the work force for over 6 years and mentally I don’t think I could last at a job. I also have been waiting for my Social Security Disability. My Social Security claim keeps getting rejected. It’s getting really depressing. I have  a valid mental issue and no one gives me my Social Security. The Social Security system sucks. These judges have no idea what I go though in my daily life.

Social Security claim

I have one mature claim that has one more final chance to be approved. My lawyers also have started a “back up” claim for me, with updated mental health notes. If the first claim is rejected a final time, this second claim will be filed with Social Security. I have been waiting for over 5 years. This really sucks. I put my life on hold for this. Social Security is my money. I worked for it. I should get it back. Thankfully I live with my lovely parents. They don’t charge me rent.