Group therapy

They some how got into my group therapy

I have Bi-Polar 1 and GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder). I have  been diagnosed and am on medication for this mental issue. I sometimes goto out patient group therapy at the hospital that  my psych professional is connected to. I signed up for out patient therapy many months ago. It was last year. They some how got into the group therapy sessions. I am not complaining but it really was an awkward situation for me. I am sure the group’s intensions were good. Anyway, I tried to get back into the group sessions near the hospital and they would not let me attend any further group sessions at the office near the hospital.  Whatever happened, the staff knew about me and would not let me attend another group therapy session. Sometime was going on without my knowledge.

Strange things in my past

It kinda sucks for me, because I don’t have anyone to talk to about these strange events. It seems like no one would know what was happening. I don’t have any closure and have so many questions. I really wish I knew not only who were doing this., but how. I am a fairly logical tech minded person. I have no idea how these people were tracking me. Maybe it was using my smart phone after all. I know that if you have the right device, you can hack a smart phone and turn on its microphone and camera. I am sure my phone had been hacked.

I really wish I could meet them

It would give me closure and maybe cheer me up abit it I could meet these people. They have  been doing this off and on for many years. I am sure I am known in certain circles. I am not sure if people in these circles are fond of me, confused or just don’t like me or whatever. I was really amazed at how they could monitor you in social settings. I am honestly sure it was “big people” that had their people come up to me. Each “big person” had their groups of people. Each person is their own company it seems.

Staying put for now

I am not going to skip town any time soon. These people have  been in my neck of the woods. I have a feeling they know my area. Where I may be hanging out at. What I don’t know is if they will reach out again. They simply did not want me writing about certain things that happened to me on social media. At the group therapy sessions I gave my word I was not up to anything and I really was only babbling on Twitter and social media. There was no intent on my part. They were the ones that had intent. Big difference. I was doing nothing specific. I was only trying to promote my photography.

I really hope

I hope that at least one of them are reading this very website or my posts. I am sure since they came into my therapy sessions, they know where I shop. The deli counter I goto,. They must know about my website. This website. I don’t talk about my past on Twitter anymore because I don’t want more of the public thinking I am insane or crazy. All the posts on this website were written out logically and to my best account and memory. I am a very logical person and its not my Bi-Polar or any mental disorder that is causing me to write so much about something. I really hope that one of these people who really were on the other side of things and know what happened t me are reading all these blog posts. I would not be posting so much and writing so much about these events if they did not effect me.