General weirdness

I doubt anyone reads my blog

First off, I doubt anyone reads my blog. This is why I am going to write about this wierdness that has happened to me in the past. I am diagnosed with Bi-Polar 1 (Psychosis) Also Generalized Anxiety Disorder. So through my psych care at a Chicago Suburban hospital, I also goto Out Patient Group Therapy.

Strange things in therapy

So I get signed up with group therapy at the hospitals facility. Its at a office building near the hospital. For some reason over the course of weeks I felt that those therapy sessions were kinda tailored towards me. Sounds strange right? The therapists etc, seemed to be telling me something. Not sure. Anyway,  I am not upset about it, it just leave me kinda weirded out. I think somehow I missed something. So I am left with questions.

Christopher Gerhard Trott

I feel that I am an average guy living on in the South Burbs of Chicago. I feel also that my life has intersected other people’s lives some how. Again, I have questions. I feel that the people my life intersected with are powerful and influential people . I also think they may or may not be upset by me. In any event I think some group or circle of people are aware of me. I have no idea if thats a good thing or a bad thing. I am hoping its a good thing for me.

In the clique

I think maybe these people saw me spouting off on Twitter about random things, and thought I was saying something about them? I have no idea. I also don’t know if I was at one time under investigation by a official agency. I have no idea, but whatever it was I did not do it. I also think that my life has been threatened a number of times. No one told me of any threats to my life, I just feel that certain people were threatening my life.  In any event, I would like to be on friendly terms with “bigger” people. My motives are innocent enough. Two things. Simply to hang around “bigger people” maybe even travel with “bigger people”. I love photography and would love to travel to all parts of the globe and photography various places.

I am approachable

I will keep myself approachable in my general region. South burbs of Chicago. I have no idea how these people were tracking me in the first place. GPS from my cell phone? Not sure. But I invite them to bump into me at the store or fitness center or the art gallery I goto. I normally go places by myself. I welcome them to approach me. If we should meet up one day, it may answer a few questions I have. To answer my questions about all the wierdness I went though in the past.