Forgotten

I wonder if I have been forgotten

Like I have been saying on this personal blog. I got into something not sure many years ago. I am not going to say with who. I would never do that. Lots of strangeness at various places in my stomping grounds. I had an opportunity a few months ago. I choked and it is what it is. I still remain in the basement computer room of my parents. I am the typical loser that lives in his mom’s basement. lol. I play with my computers, graphics, and when I get new photos, I edit them. I am wondering if they forgot about me now. Cut ties. Even though I think we had a mis understanding for a few years.

I am bored

I am bored. I am a fairly smart guy. Probably not the smartest person around. There are smarter people than me on this Earth. I am smart in a sense I may know what people may do next. Not sure. I cannot read people’s minds. I simply put myself in other people’s shoes and try to think like other people may think. My days consist of at times running various scenarios about certain friends of mine. I hope that we are still friends. I really did nothing to my friends outside the family. Anyway, I am in my parents basement behind my computer and I run scenarios and am in my personal think tank. I really wish I could travel. I need something to keep this brain of mine occupied with constructive and tangible things.

  Blackhole

Blackhole. This site has  been a black hole for me. I get no feedback from anyone. I am not even sure that anyone really reads my site. I only keep this site up to display my photography. Also this site is my only way maybe communicate with certain friends of mine outside the family. I really wonder if these people quietly come to this site and read but never leave any anonymous comments? I write these blog posts as a way to exercise my writing ability. I also want content to manage on my Word Press website. Thirdly I want to communicate with the people that kinda crossed paths with me in this life. I am open for meeting anyone in person. Time will tell. The United States are just so  big. Maybe eventually I will bump into some of my friends in better venues.