Failure

I am a bit of a failure

I do consider myself a failure. Even though I have pretty good skills, I am a failure in life. Maybe if I made other decisions in life, things could have been different for me. However I am a grown man, so I made certain decisions or certain things happened to me, and I remain a failure.

I have had strange events in my life

I am not going to bend the truth, I have had strange events in my life. I am not sure if they were caused by my doing or outside parties. However, I have had instances of fear, guilt, and confusion. All water under the bridge now. I am too old, my health is getting worse, and I am too tired. One thing I have to do more of is pay attention to my health. Since I became diabetic, I watch more closely how and when I eat.

Ill keep trying

I will keep trying with my photography. I have been continuously failing for decades with it. Sure its nice photography, but no one seems to care. I have yet to sell any photos, or make any solid connections in the creative world.