I just don’t fit in
I tried I tried but I don’t fit in. I was at the gallery yesterday, but it was awkward. Maybe I should give up trying to be social. Maybe at 50 years old, I should give up trying to be…
Opportunities
Opportunities I suppose I may have had many opportunities in my past. I am not sure how I got them, and foolishly I totally missed them. More recently, it was simply timing I guess. Things came to me in an…
My next 50 years
Halftime So I am 50 years old. If you ask my family or specifically my sister, she will tell you I act like a much younger person. I am immature. I was never under a normal person’s responsibilities. I have…
Living day by day
Just going about my business I am just going about my business like I always have been. I am presently kinda stuck near Northwest Indiana with my parents. Don’t get me wrong, I love my parents and still depend on…
Face to face meeting
Face time I am affiliated with the Union Street Gallery in lovely Chicago Heights, Illinois. I am a Guild member there and I sometimes have pieces in shows. This show coming up on January 28th at Union Street Gallery will…
New Year update
I am getting old I am 50 years old. I am balding and overweight. I became diabetic August 2021. I was at the art gallery yesterday and was repulsed at my reflection in the glass door. I have to start…
A little on guard
I am a little on guard Again, I am not complaining but I have had strange events go on with me at stores in my area. I used to goto various, local taverns. Things happened at those places too. These…
I am my worst enemy
I tend to beat up on myself the most I tend to beat up on myself mentally the most. There were times that other people were beating on me mentally. Kinda like ganging up on me and playing psychological games…
Your true friend will find you
I messed up I messed up at the deli counter. I was not being rude to the lady talking to me, but I was just nervous and turned my back on her. So I did want to engage her but…
Post Christmas
After Christmas So its just after Christmas. It’s cold. The Chicagoland area did receive snow right on time this year. We had a nationwide blizzard that made it a white Christmas for Chicagoland. It did not effect me since I…