My Thoughts

 No meds I have not been taking my meds. I need meds for my Bi-Polar my moods etc.  Also I am slightly diabetic. So I have to take Metformin. I suppose it was because I was having an episode for…

I give up I keep getting upset at things. I suppose these things may be out of my control. Ill have to simplify my wants and desires. Hell, half the time I am looking forward to lunch. I try not…

There are days when I am in great pain I know influential people came into my life. There were events in my past. Things that were controlled. These events did have an effect on my mental being. I seem to…

I don’t believe in religion My dad raised me to be Lutheran. Each Sunday morning, early on, the whole family would goto church. Later on, only my dad and I would go. Then I stopped going. I got confirmed when…

Merry Christmas Another Christmas. I am still home with the parents. I slept ok last night. Woke up late, about 7am. I got up to the living room and patted my dad on the back and shook his hand. Wished…

Heading into winter It’s now another winter. Almost Christmas. I persuaded my dad to make turkey and ham. So we will have two main dishes for Christmas. Our tree is set up. It’s a real tree, but its only maybe…

I’m done I am not going to  be taking anymore city photos from downtown Chicago anymore. Partly because I feel that the city now a days is too unsafe. I am not the scared type, just I feel I am…

I am mainly mad at myself I had this opportunity and I did not act on it. So now, I may have slighted the people that were extending this opportunity and I missed out on something probably wonderful. I am…

 Nothing going on At one point in my life, I may have had something going on. Something big and important. Now, I think I out spent my chances. So I have nothing going on. Well, I take that back. I…

I feel like a loser I think social media can be a type of poison. I try and use it responsibly. I think social media and any media in general  can be bad in a way. Or maybe its my…