Verbal abuse

My father

I currently live at home with the parents. Its really hard at times. My father is a good man, but he is getting older. He really causes lots of extreme verbal abuse towards me. I already have a low self esteem. He seems to go after me verbally and psychologically at the aspects of my life that I feel the most down about. Its really hard for me mentally.

Loves ones can hurt you the most

Loved ones can hurt you the most. People who raised you and cared for you your entire life can hurt you the most with their words. My father keeps hurting me all the time. This is part of my low self-esteem. I think I am a good son, but he simply tears down anything positive I do with his comments and words. Hes threatened to “kick my ass out the house” recently. I do do things around the house, I just may miss one or two things that he wants me to do.

I feel alone

I simply feel alone. I am awaiting a Social Security Disability hearing . I have been diagnosed with Bi-Polar 1 (psychosis) and GAD General Anxiety Disorder. I have let the lawyers work on my case for over 2.5 years. I can’t seem to get employed again. I am not strong enough mentally to get back in the work force. If I do get in the work force, I would forfeit the SSID claim. I am in between a rock and a hard place right now. I can’t move out, I have no funds. The emotional abuse continues in my house.