My days are uneventful

My days are uneventful

Since I live with my parents, the house is mainly quiet for the most part. Since I stopped working and am attempting to get my Social Security Disability, my days are uneventful. I try to keep my mind busy with projects. I will set up a small photo set in the garage and will continue to take splash photos. Splash photos consist of dropping small objects into colored water or thicker liquid. To record  the organic splash shapes that come out of the container the liquid was in. I achieve the photos using a laser shutter trigger. I am also setting up a motion detection video camera pointed at our humming bird feeders to capture the little creatures feeding at the feeders.

I wish I could befriend “exciting” people

I feel I am a friendly person. I am curious about people and I try to put myself in other people’s shoes. I never refuse a person who wants to be friends. I see all these kinda “exciting” people on the TV and wish I could simply hang out and be on face to face friendly terms with “exciting” people. It’s kinda silly on my part. I am not too exciting and am pretty much an average person, not sure what kinda of “exciting” person would want to meet me.  I suppose I always was a slacker in my life, and I wish I would have had more fun when I was younger. I think I wasted lots of chances for fun and adventure when I was younger. I chose safety rather than going out into the unknown. At 53 years of age, I feel at times I was a coward and chose wrong. But the way my life unfolded it unfolded. I think I remain a good man that has humility and compassion for my family, friends and strangers. So that is probably the most important thing that a person can be in life.  I have time to ponder and think about things and I feel that I do think about my feelings and other people’s feelings.