Your one true friend

My one true friend

“Your one true friend will find you”. That is a phrase that is etched into my brain. One of the therapists at Ingalls group therapy sessions said this to me face to face. I know I missed my chance to meet this person via the deli counter at Jewel. I did not want them “out of my hair”. I just messed up and walked away from the conversation. I was nervous and did was caught off  guard. Anyway, that is one mystery that will be with me for a while. I am still obsessing on the event. Kinda stupid, because I can’t change the past. I suppose I was at one point Christopher Gerhard Trott was in an awkward position with certain people. I really don’t think i was the one creating these situations or events, I am sure scratching my head over things that have transpired. I suppose just lack of communication and misunderstandings.

Hopefully I did not offend or upset

This is pretty much the last thing I would want to do with certain people or any person. I am hoping that there are certain people out there that are sympathetic to events created in my past and I am not this mean guy type. Meh. I am a tad stupid at times. I don’t mean harm in my ramblings and nonsense. I suppose whatever it was or who ever it was, it is what it is now. I may try to go back to Ingalls, I have a feeling they were there more than one time in my past times of me attending the meetings at Ingalls. Ill maybe try to get back in the meetings after October 10th. Just poking around and curious if there is a connection there. Also I could use face to face time with other people in illustrating my current day issues and my fears of the future.