Kinda depressed

I have been depressed lately

On October 10th I had my Social Security Disability hearing over the phone. I managed to annoy the judge. So that did not go well for me. I hope I still get my disability. I have enough paper work and people stating that I return to work. The lawyer said maybe in two months I should get a final answer. We shall see. I have been depressed over my hearing performance for the last few days. I have a hard time even getting out of  bed and showering. I have  been like that for a few days after October 10th. I am starting to craw back to being less depressed. I am normally depressed a lot. It’s just how my life is currently.

Charging batteries

I have been looking over my camera and other gear that I use for night photography and light painting. Getting back to becoming familiar with my camera functions. The camera is in good shape. I have a new memory card in it. Larger capacity. I am thinking about going out into the fields of Northern Illinois to take photos of barns at night. I want to do more “light painting” of various structures that I find in the country. Light painting is basically “painting” objects with a powerful flashlight at night. I use theater gels to color the flashlight’s beam. I also have a green laser pointer and a light wand that I will use in these “light painting” photos. I will plan on going out to the country on a dry and warm night. Hopefully the nights won’t cool that much soon.

Other than that, thats about it

My life is pretty boring, not sure if anyone really reads my blog posts. I think one person does. They did give me some feed back on one blog post. I am not the most interesting person. I am maybe a bit different. Then again everyone is different in their own ways. I just write my blog posts out because I do like hosting a website. This website is a toy of mine. Also if what I write is fairly interesting to others, maybe I will make pen pals or email pals with various people that I would not normally come in contact with in real life. If it’s with “certain” people that were in my life during various events, or with random people that like my photography, Ill chat with just about anyone that gives me feed back on this site.