I am upset

I am upset

I can’t believe Trump won. I won’t write down what I think of him anymore. He is a criminal. A traitor. All the bad things that you could scrape from the gutters of the US and roll it up in a used condom. Bad person and bad people. They will be running things now. I wish I could leave the US. Or at least get off this crazy ride. I am stuck. I will be cutting my social media usage and cutting my TV watching time. I really can’t believe people want another January 6th.

Focusing on my health

I will continue to focus  on my health and mental health. I feel fragile right now. I feel like such a small person and a failure. I have to turn things around. I do this by going to my doctor visits every three months for blood work. Also by meeting with my psych professional every two months.

Keeping this site up

I will still write about things on this site. I suspect certain people that were in my life in the past know about this site. I was once a subject of conversation among them. They, at one point, tried to reach out to me. I still hope that “certain” people will reach out to me once again in my area and I can finally get a face to face meeting with “certain” people that effected my life in the past. I keep this site up incase they remember to come by and visit my site. It would be great if they checked in with me again one day. I hope that I did not alienate myself from them too badly.