Early morning post

The last of my Social Security

On March 27th I had the last of my Social Security Disability hearing. I hope I get it. I have started this claim 5 years ago. I put my life on hold for 5 years waiting for this. I had a horrible judge the for the first phone hearing. She was an ex conservative radio host before she was a Social Security judge. That hearing went very poorly. The lady was pretty much a fucking cunt to me. Also she did not factor in my psych professionals notes on me. This recent judge was lesser of a cunt to me. Still she was bitchy. I guess lots of not so nice people working at Social Security.  Now I waited 5 years for my Social Security, we have Musk and Trump trying to take Social Security away from everyone. That is not fair and downright mean. Social Security is not a ponzi scheme. It is an agreement between worker and Uncle Sam. The worker gives a portion of his or her work checks to Uncle Sam, in return Uncle Sam gives it back when the worker can’t work any longer or decides to retire. The system was never the best working, but now Elon the business cheater and Trump the criminal want to take this away from the masses. It’s not fair that the small guy constantly gets hurt or picked on in the United  States of America. I have gotten picked on so much by bigger and more well off people in my life. I don’t need to have my Social Security ripped away from me. I need my Social Security!

Elon Musk, Trump, Jeff Bezos and Zuckerman

Horrible rich people. There are more bad and mean rich people in the United States. I watch the news and try and keep up with whats going on in government. I see more and new evil and wealthy people in the news on TV each day. These wealthy people don’t want to pay their fair share in taxes and want the common “little people” (like me) to pay for their tax breaks by taking away the little money that we get from the US Government. These wealthy people should man up and pay their fare share. They already have so much, more than any normal person would ever have. I bet these people have multiple mansions all over the place. A garage full of 20 exotic cars, a private jet. More than I will ever be exposed to in my life. It’s one thing to be wealthy. Self made man or woman, etc. Sports star that is a billionaire, movie actor or talented singer, you all got lucky and also have talent. Not all wealthy people are bad people that will take from people that have less, but the evil ones who are cheaters and probably cheated to gain their wealth, these wealthy people suck.

I suppose I chose being a small person

I suppose maybe I could have had face to face with “bigger people” in my life. Off and on events that have happened to me personally since 2000. I was concerned. I did not want to get in trouble (if I ever was in trouble to begin with). I suppose I chose to be and live with my family rather than have any face to face with “bigger people”. I do maybe at times feel that I missed out. I am a friendly person and I try to get along with most people. However I was inactive when I had the chance to meet with whoever was out there looking in on me. I am just a simple guy. I love my mom and dad and sister. I live with my parents in their 1700 square foot, South Suburban home. I never flew on a private jet, hell never flew first class. I don’t own an exotic sports car. I am just an average suburban Chicago guy waiting on his Social Security and I hope that I get it. It really would help me out greatly. I really wish I could travel more. I am 52 soon to be 53. I may have a few years left that I can actually see new and interesting places.